FYI - Filthy Dogs!

Every woman in this entire planet is a 'slut' to someone or the other and that's a hard truth. Being a woman myself, I've learnt things the hard way.  One such lesson is that, you can  never shut the mouth of those dirty dogs wagging their tongue against you. They keep wagging until they find their next prey and some other dog will start doing that to you. It's more like a  circle of filthy dogs taking rounds to bark and through hell on you. And unfortunately, these filthy dogs are not always men; even women target their peers and you can call   it jealousy!

Their idea of 'slut' starts when they see you hanging out with men, different men, multiple men, they call you a 'slut'. Then you post your picture with a guy on your Facebook profile or Twitter account, only to let them re-confirm that whatever they had thought of is absolutely true.They are so ignorant to know that there's something called 'friendship' and men n women can share purely platonic relationships with each other.

No matter whatever you do, no matter however you behave, at some point, you'll be called a 'bitch'. If you are not friends with men, then you are secretive and is not 'good' inside, if you have many male friends, you are still not good! They expect you to live the way they want, without offending them and just listen to whatever they say! And if you think it's because you are single, nah! That's not the case! Even married/engaged women are targeted. And trust me, the things been said about them are even worse!

These It's quite obvious that I've taken the same crap too, for the crappy reasons they have, and the crappier mentality they possess. And for me, the way they think can't be changed, as that's how they are, or that's what they've seen in their family! The more you try to justify your side to anyone, the crappieryou are gonna get! And I wonder why majority of our people are so jobless!

So ladies, live the life the way you want, and don't effing give an eff to anyone around. IT'S YOUR LIFE, IT'S NOW OR NEVER, YOU AIN'T GONNA LIVE FOREVER! ;)

All that matters

She was standing half naked in front of the mirror, rubbing her left breast. That comparatively big, taste-like-ham and beautiful, as he says, breast has lost its charm, she thought. Discolored and disfigured, it has lost it all. She had always thought he loved her breasts more than herself, and that very thought irked her. Now that one of them is going to be removed, she feared, he would no longer be hers!

Breast cancer, as fierce  as it sounds, has been holding her tight for the past few days, and as doctor instructed, she had to undergo this surgery as early as possible. Knowing him for years, she knew he would never leave her, but all that she was afraid about was losing his love.

 "I would have wanted to die instead of living without his love", she sighed. 

Those breasts had been her secret pride as he always loved fondling them and made it his first choice to do  before making love to her. And now, will he ever do that? Will he ever look at her the way he always did? She couldn't think more!

While she was plunging into thoughts, he slowly came inside the room. She suddenly took a towel from the hanger and hid her breasts. She never did that before, but now, it was more like a reflex action. There was a perplexed look on his face as she did this. He came closer to her and slowly removed the towel from her chest. She stood there uncomfortable and with eyes wet.

 He knew, unlike other women, she wasn't afraid of death. And a surgery would just be a piece of cake. For a lady past her thirties, she's strong and matured enough to handle any tough situation. But may be this, he thought, would be bothering her a bit. Cancer is not a silly thing  and had to be taken care of and he could definitely figure out what she would be going through. 

He touched her cheeks, held her face up and looked into her eyes. She couldn't stop but cry. She hugged him tight and started crying like a  baby. He couldn't stand her cry either, but somehow gained courage and consoled her.

"My love, it's a minor surgery, and a couple of chemo. It's gonna be tough for both of us, but eventually, we would be happy once we face this. So please, stop worrying and gain some guts. You'll be alright"

"I know that", she said while weeping, "I'm prepared to face any agony, but living without you or your love would be hard for me more than anything"

"Whaaaa....tt?", he couldn't figure out what she was talking about. "Where am I going? What are you talking about?"

She wanted to tell him what was bothering her, but she didn't know how to put it. She walked past him, sat on the bed, looked down and told him, "I'm gonna lose one of my breasts; one of those you always loved to fondle, one of those you loved more than me... now that I've to live without it, I won't be the same like I used to be, things are definitely gonna change. I may not be able to give the pleasure you always got from me, or may be, you wouldn't want to touch me ever or something like that.. You'd slowly leave me, and I would be left alone forever"

Never in his dreams did he think, this would be the very thing bothering her. He couldn't really make out why she would think that way. He wondered how his girl could go to this extend and imagine such nonsense. He was shocked! He loved her, not her body or anything in particular and he believed she knew it!

"Why???", he shouted and walked past her. He couldn't utter another word. And she sat there, stunned. She realised, whatever she had thought was way too much. She didn't know what to say!

They both remained silent for a while. He, after sometime sat close to her touched on her shoulder and smiled at her. 

"Let's first survive the current situation and then think about the rest as it comes"

He then gently touched her right breast, smiled at her and said, "And for the breasts love that I've, I'm happy and content with this one"

He caressed it, smiled at her, and started kissing it like never before.

PS : Forgive if anything technical was mentioned wrong :)

Inspired from : P. Padmarajan's 'Shoorpanagha'

That bitch called LOVE

He no longer looked like the guy she knew. Those chubby cheeks aren't chubby anymore; the potbelly he had, is not visible. He looks fit, smart, amazingly charming and younger for a 30 year old except for the grey hair that started appearing round his hair and the goatee he possessed. For the person that she is who notices every single thing about him, these changes amazed her. Though she wondered how a person can change so much over an year's time,  these changes weren't actually 'changes' that anyone who just knew him would notice, and she wasn't someone who 'just knew'  him! Except for his physical appearance, and may be the love he had for her,  everything else remained intact. The charm, and the personality that he is, hasn't worn out, and she feared, she would fall for him all over again!

They have known each other for over 7 years and there was something about him that made her fall for him the moment they met! She had never thought that he's handsome or cute like the rest of the men she knew, but this guy had something worth tripping for. And may be, that something has made her want to meet him and  talk to him now after an year.

They both have moved on, literally. But for her, it was more of pretending to be moved on than it rather was!

They had now came to this unknown place to talk after ages, but he got involved in his daily  fitness training and she, as always, ended up watching him, than uttering a word. She realised, he has now become a fitness freak and may be that's to keep himself away from all the worries he had. She felt bad that she could never help him with his chaos, but instead added up to it, and that made them part like strangers! 

She was watching him without blinking wee bit until her eyes were filled. Watching him made her think, "Wasn't he the guy I always wanted to spend the rest of my life with? Don't i still want that? Will i ever be able to tell him what I feel?" 

She thought she would meet him, and  ask him whether they can be 'friends' again, but watching him this close made her realise that she can never do that; She still loves him and he's always more than a friend to her, and that bitter truth hurt her. She might never have expressed it to anyone, but the past one year without him was miserable for her. Deleting his pictures from her mobile phone or erasing his text messages and emails never helped her. Everything changed, but still the love she had for him didn't! 

He took an hour to wind up his training; he got freshened up and walked towards her. He sat next to her and started talking as if nothing happened ever between them. And she did what she always loved to do -  listen to him. He had indeed moved on a lot more than she did! and she's still there were they had left it!

She came to know that he has finally decided to get married, to someone else, of course. Good for him!  She told him even her parents have started looking out! Only if she hadn't made things tough for him with her insecurities and demands, life would have been easier for both of them and they didn't have to search for someone else to spend the rest of their lives with.

They got comfortable with each other all over again and shared a lot of things they haven't for the past one year, except for the things she wanted to tell him. For someone who didn't seem to have any feelings  for her, how would she say that she was sorry and wanted another chance? How would she tell him that she still loved him and wanted to be with him? She didn't mention anything and pretended as if she had moved on too.

After a while, they parted, for their surprise, with smiles on their faces! 

May be they would become friends again, or would never talk to each other. May be they would see again or would not meet at all. May be they would get married to each other or attend each other's wedding with someone else. And it all depended on how he wanted things to be, as her deeds had already made her lose the rights to take a decision on what they would be doing about 'their' future.

She got back to her world cursing  that bitch called LOVE who left her perplexed and made her look like a stupid, and insisted her to keep hope that someday he would call her back and everything would fall in place and may be the meeting they just had was a glimpse of what the future holds !

Relationships !

Its neither something no one's aware of nor a new thing that people change accordingly and that every relation is arranged according to everyone's convenience. Not every friend is a friend and a family, family. And if you are trying to make a family member a friend, or a friend your family, later at some point of time, you would realize, you were doing it wrong! 

It takes a lot of courage, substance and effort to be someone that you are, someone original, someone genuine and that would possibly be the only reason why you wouldn't fear to tell the society those things that come to your mind or talk without analyzing what should be said to whom. But if pleasing everyone is what you are looking at, then you have to compromise a lot on being original and that ain't you !!! And if that makes you lose certain relations that was just too dear to you and you alone, then never bother to look back or try to save it 'cos each effort you make is just a lot of time wasted!

Writers writers all around!!

It hasn't been long since I became a 'writer' or rather I started calling myself as one. It was more like someone turning a superstar overnight. Well, again from my perspective!  Joblessness and owning a blog was how it all started. And then it became the source for bread and butter and sometimes nutella or peanut butter... And overnight, yep, over another night, the self realisation of 'you are born to be a writer'.

So, when I started off, there were hardly anyone I knew who used to write, from whom I could take tips on. And later, when I started to gain some confidence and my scribbles were been appreciated by at least a few people, sh*t happened!

Firstly, certain people who were born only to criticize, making fun of you on whatever you write and giving you links to blogs which their gf/bf wrote which you find useless. And certain other people who think they rule the world, again criticizing you. And you end up thinking you should stop whatever you were doing. Well when they say you are a loser that you cannot take criticism, you fail to tell them there's something called constructive criticism and these people only know how to let down others and destruct someone!

Aargh! Sorry! Became emotional! Hmmmph!! Grudges down.. Back to topic.

Secondly, whoever you meet turns out to be a writer! I mean being in the same field, it's obvious that you meet such such people and you can't blame it when they all turn out to be so far better than what you are. But besides that, you still meet people who are writers!

The one you just met at a coffee shop is a writer... Your boss is a writer... That friend's friend is a writer. Your old friend who's busy with his MBA classes in a renowned college and another friend who works in a MNC are bloggers. Your junior from college who unlike you holds a degree, leaves it behind as he/she loves writing! What the heck!! So you mean to say you wont let me live in peace?

If you think this post is out of frustration or jealousy, I would never want to correct you because that's so obvious! I mean, there are people who claim themselves as writers but fail to do justice to that and you fear you might fall into that category -  a nightmare. Also, you know nothing else to do, let alone writing! Sigh! Seems like bread n peanut butter is gonna be a far away dream :-(

- A very jealous wanna-be writer

Average Love story of an Indian - Year 2014

May be in another year, these real life love stories might be more related to technology and trust me they would be effortless and successful than what we used to experience earlier. May be, something like this?

Year 2014

So, tell me Y, how did you meet your gal X?

And then, Mr. X explains,

I had once gone to the ABC mall to shop and as I was checking out the new iPhone 8, I found this gal checking out Samsung Universe W. I noticed her, was impressed with the way she was asking the shopkeeper about its new Instant message service feature which even he wasn't aware of.  Also, she was so damn pretty that I couldnt take my eyes off her.

I saw her checking in via Foursquare. Immediately, I checked in too, and searched for who did it right before me. i got her name via that. And then, I found her Facebook profile by searching for that name. Then, fortunately got her Twitter handle too. I followed her there instead of sending her a friend request or in Facebook which I found quite lame and unimpressive. We had "sensible" tweets and retweets there, became friends and once I was sure about that, send her a friend request on Facebook which she accepted. And then, chats, messages, pokes.... Then we passed our mobile numbers. Messaged through whatsapp, SMS, MMS, calls, video calls, meet ups, dating...

Once I checked in tagging her to some place, which her father found out on Facebook. And then all the usual drama started, and finally we convinced them, and my parents too.. and got married :) :)


Aww.... How sweet and effortless :) ;)

PS : "India" because other countries would have advanced more than we would ;_

Independent, Patriotic, Proud Indian!

The problems the country is facing including  poverty, corruption, this and that and of course the rotten politicians, are something everyone knows and i guess have discussed million times. And the question "Are we actually independent" is something i wouldn't wanna discuss about. My only point or question is, are we actually doing anything to change the saddened scenario? Well its a blunt NO! The blame game is running for quite a long time now, but that's the only thing happening from the aam janata's end.

Why isnt anyone taking an initiative is again a controversial thingy. Well,to talk on that, someone named Aamir Khan the superstar and the StarPlus people took an  effort to atleast spread the awareness on certain things which even the ordinary people like you and me can contribute on and make the place worth living. Some supported but then, there was no visible change. And some instead blamed and  questioned the actor and the channel for making such  a show. Well  jobless is the word! Whatever their intention be, the output from their end was appreciable, they made a superstar anchor,call it their strategy to make people watch it, aired it on various regional channels even. Everyone watched,  shared, praised and some blamed and that's thee end of the story. Haven't heard anyone talking about it or doing a good deed right after they wound it up. Sad!

Instead of blaming each other or the Government, have we actually done anything, a single effort atleast to make the place look better? We blame, and then leave the country complaining that it's not worth living,  but have we actually done atleast a bit of something from our side to make it the other way around? Why dont we realise that, this country, and its rotten situation, aren't we the one's who are responsible for it? All the corruption and other activities- who's doing it? Aliens?

Before blaming the Government, look at the luxuries it had given as and the way we take it. We are neither helping the Government do its part, hence we have no rights to blame it when it doesn't.

Those lil lil things that we can do is something that should come from inside. Like someone said if you really wanna see the world change, be the change! You've problems when the country is full of beggars, lots of child labour, molesting, rapes happening and what not! I mean, I'm not saying that these are great things, but then are we actually doing anything other than following TRPs !  If you really wanna be proud of your country and mean it when you say Incredible India instead of being sarcastic, there are a few things that can be done.

•  Treat others well. Stop interfering into their lives.
• Obey rules, well that can be done too if you want your neighbour to do that, nothing is impossible you see.
• Respect women, children and the old. 
• If you are running some business, stop hiring children to work - chuck child labor. If you find a  physically fit guy begging, never feed him/her. 
• Passing comments and molesting women is not a National game. 
• If you think Indians are behind all the advancements in technology happening around the world, stop going to US or UK and work for your motherland.
• Rules are not always right. If you really wanna break the rules, go ahead but for good.
• Spitting on the road is not a cool thing, which is applicable to peeing as  well. 
• Throwing garbage on road side is neither a good thing. 
• If someone's representing our country for something, say cricket, and fails to win, stop  blaming. Remember it's just  a game and losing is a part of it.
• Learn to appreciate than to blame.
• The 'typical Indian mentality' that we talk about pointing fingers on others, is actually our problem. So chuck that as well. 

These are just a few things I believe can be followed by anyone. There are a million other things too which you can do. Well, you know it better than i do! 

India's about to witness another Independence day parade, flag hoisting and of course a SPEECH by our dear Prime Minister. Shops and stores already filled with tricolor goodies. It's India's 65th year of Independence and lots of preparations going on in and around the country to celebrate it. Well, celebration in the sense, on social media ofcourse!

Patriotic Indians manage to get quotes of those freedom fighters, share it on their profiles, change their display pictures, update about how lucky they are to be an Indian on this particular day. Not to miss out the budding, ace photographers who experiment on conceptual photography making their Facebook page worth sharing. (Okay, sorry, republic day is included as well in the list of days where you should be patriotic.) And other days, well, shouldn't we make the world realize that India is actually a pathetic country and to spread awareness of all the corruptions and anti-social activities happening in here, we MUST share things regarding to that, where else other than social media!

Patriotism according to me is not something that comes for a day or two. "Proud to be an Indian" comes out of everyone's mouth on these days and obviously when India wins a medal in Olympics or a cup in Cricket. Otherwise, we are ashamed. 

That should be changed, and again, if each one of us really wanna change that, we should take the initiative and see the change happening! If you are really patriotic, show it in your deeds as well.. Just a small thing would do even.. Changing DP is no longer in !! 

Taking a big step, which we  love to watch in movies, heroism  we call it is not a simple thing and involves lots of efforts and risk.And no one would love to take the headache. We all need a BATMAN to save the country, but what we don't realise is that Batman is actually Bruce Wayne, and even he had quoted, "Batman could be anybody. That was the point. ... A hero can be anyone." And in that case, well, you got my point!

Its not about the batman or being one. Its about doing our bit and once we follow that, no one can let the country down, not even its citizens!

Jai hind!!

Social Media Personality Syndrome

Many a time I've wondered about the way people are, especially when I've interacted with them or seen them interacting with others in real life as well as in virtual world called social media, mostly Facebook and Twitter. They post, they comment, tweet and retweet on things they wouldn't even dare to talk in public in real sometimes making me wonder which one is real! Mostly, following someone on these platforms, say, a friend's friend who's a very active person on any of these sites, who keeps on commenting random stuffs giving you an idea that they are supercool but once you meet them in person, you realise they are totally the other way around.

There are  people who appear so smart, intelligent, humorous, sensible blah blah blah but in real utterly stupid, for instance, your's truly! So the whole point is, are people truly double faced? (Forget about me, I admit I'm stupid, its  their problem that they take me wrong ;) ) So we were talking about being double faced.. or is it like everyone's playing the attention seeker? Personal branding you see! Or is it a syndrome which in my terms can be called as "social media personality syndrome" just like the multi personality syndrome? May be it is! OR the extreme chance, the limitations in the country where your freedom of expression is restricted and all you get is a chance to express via a virtual platform where  you  can take back your words with a  delete button unless someone takes a screenshot as evidence ;)

Anyway, whatever the reason be, its true that most of us want attention, especially when we see our peers getting it through the digital media and  we tend to prove we are not behind anyone by faking ourselves or showing what we actually are!

Bottom line : Everyone out there has a fake personality which  only people like Zuckerberg could bring out! 

Aishwarya Rai - *Respect*

I never needed a specific reason to hate this lady named Aishwarya Rai all through her career, or rather, right from i started hearing about her. Being called as the most beautiful lady by most of the Indians, the ex of Salman Khan, every other guy comparing every other gal he comes across with this lady... the reasons to hate her are umpteen and countless.

"Who do you think you are? Aishwarya Rai?" or "Oh.. My dream gal should resemble Aish" were more than enough to piss me off. And  above all, the chaos regarding Sallu, arrey being a Sallu fan that's far more than one can take ;)

For her beauty, her figure, her husband on whom I used to drool over years back, and the kissing scene with Hrithik Roshan ;) everything had just made me do nothing but hate her! Call that jealousy, but whatever it be, it always hurts to hear this one name wherever you go.

Hence, for the past 18+ years, I'd been, without taking a single break, hating her... until she became a mother. Motherhood, as we all know is one of the best places any woman would love to be, and respecting that is the best thing one can do. Where a majority of the women these days drop the plan of being a mother only to preserve their beauty and figure! Be it a model,  actress or even an ordinary house wife! Wonder what they gonna do with this not-gonna-help-you-ever figure! They might have million reasons to justify themselves, like how kids dump their parents at some oldage home and all that agony, but then, being a parent; being a MOTHER is something which cannot be explained until you become one.

So, among all those hot chicks this lady managed to get a life and  a kid of her own. Unfortunately she lost her looks and figure which she might retain pretty soon, but that didnt stop her from being what she used to be.

Her recent visit to the Cannes might have shocked some, while others made fun of her. But for me, that was one awesome thing she did! Instead of sitting at home, worrying about her figure, she had the guts to come in front of the public! And those who are still making fun of her, well, does she really care about what you are doing out there?

Now, she gained all my respect and Aishwarya Rai is the second beautiful lady in this whole planet, next to my mother :-)

PS: To all  those who consider beauty is everything, let this be a lesson - beauty is just an external mask and can fade anytime. It lies on the eyes of the beholder and determines who n what the beholder is. So hold your tongue, stop making fun, not just this lady but everyone else who you think is not beautiful!  This can happen to anyone -  one who's beauty you worship, can be next! 

Trust once broken...

I know this post is gonna be something very serious,emotional,crappy n pathetic... But still cant really help  myself from posting it.

Trust like people say, is more like a vase. Once broken, cannot be fixed. But then, you still take umpteen chances hoping that someone would come across who would catch that vase and help it from falling down n break into pieces.

You'd often be proved wrong. you might come across someone who'd be your "best friend", very protective, who cares alot and falls for you making you fall  for him/her, and once you get serious in that relationship you'd realise that the person was faking everything, eventually leaving you with a broken heart.

Or you might meet someone who again will be protective, cares a lot, will always be there, promises not to leave whatever the situation be and gives you false hopes... and  when you start throwing your tantrums which's ultimately the result of the recent heart break, they'd leave proving your hopes were wrong. you have that broken trust grinning at you here too..

Or you'd meet someone who listens to all your sorrows n miseries and changes all of a sudden when they find some chic.. now you'd no more be important nor your sorrows. Again that grin flashed by the broken trust.... Or there would be someone who would make you feel so special, keep saying it, and all those PDA's from the other side make you feel that they're true, but disappears once they find someone new or proves you wrong one fine day... you'd be their best friend, only when you are around, and when you are not, you are one big timee pain in the ass...  you'd realise they were using you for no good  reason. *Again that grin !*

And finally someone who'd come to your life, tell you, you are that person they were looking  for, but the very next day, everything changes, and  the day after they disappear....

All these cases  prove that  you are a fool to believe them... If your trust was broken once, dont taake chances... no one's worth it.. and infact everyone who comes up with those cheesy, "you are special", "i'll be there for you always" taglines are not worthy to be trusted.  Human beings as a whole suck big time, so choose dogs.. they are better anyday!