Liberation of the Soul.

There  will be times when you enjoy everything around you - the sun, the stars, the waters, the skies,  the sands, the clouds, the plants, the colors, the paints, the nature, the times, the days, the years, and the people. You get everything you ask for, and there is only laughter and happiness around you. You love people, and everyone you meet. And then? And then you grow up. To one of those idiots who get lost in the chaos of the world’s unfair deals; who realize, everything you loved all those years was just a lie, specifically the people. You were so wrong dealing with them; you were deceived by the colors of the nature, you have never expected that it has a dark side too - a deep dark mouth which eats up the sane and happy side of you and leaves you traumatic.

You might have seen it all - love, rejection, separation, illness, disease, death, agony, heartbreak and a lot more. Some from others, and some from own experience. Now, you turn to find freedom from all the deceptions you have lived with, all through your life. You dream, of a better world, of better people and a better life. And in the long run, without even giving yourself a clue, you would have lost the ‘you’ which was another lie. 

You no longer find yourself surrounded by a lot of people. You have become less of a chatterbox than what you generally were; you talk only to a few people and slowly, you would learn you haven’t been talking at all, and even if you do, you find yourself having conversations only with people who tolerate rawness. In fact, you’ve found solace in being alone. You enjoy the little things in life; money no longer is the most important part of life. You start loving letters, words, phrases and sentences… paintings and sketches that never made sense to you… the kind of music which makes you smile all through the day and night… You think, re-think and over think… only about the smallest, craziest things in life that never thrilled you earlier and all the mental chaos have faded away. 

You start liking the raw side of people. The plain, raw side, where they no longer wear the mask of deception or run away from reality. Where they don’t just live to impress people, but show their true self. Where they lean towards someone else for a shoulder to cry when they actually want to cry, than to pretend that they are happy. Where they shout, scream, hit back and declare that they have been ridiculed. Where they call themselves worthless rather than portraying to be extraordinary. Where they live to live and not to exist. You like all of that anyway, because that’s exactly like what you now are - plain, raw flesh with a genuine soul that you consider human.

This phase might be the best phase of your life, as it offers you a lot more to explore - the naked side of life. This is the phase where you unknowingly seek liberation from all the things that had been troubling you all through your life. You are free now, to let go off all your fears, thoughts and insecurities. You’ve learnt to live, the way you exactly want, and nothing else matters to you anymore.

Emotional outbreaks no longer happen; people might say you’ve changed, they might call you cold, but you wouldn’t waste time listening to them or thinking about what they just said. You’re happy the way you are. And this phase is called, ‘Liberation of the Soul’.