Forever A Beach Person

I don't exactly remember when it started, I neither remember going to the beach often during my childhood, but I do identify myself as a beach person. That could also be because I have never really been to the hills or mountains or forests 🫠 

Waters really calm me down. It doesn't necessarily have to be the vast, blue sea. Lakes, ponds..  you name it! And I feel grateful to be in a city which has multiple lakes and beaches, and even a small island. I also wanted to live near a water body, until the floods in Kerala made me realise it's not really a good idea. Fortunately, I have had that experience once, eventhough for just a couple of months, but I am just glad I could live that dream. 

I used to have a point in life where I'd get high just being at the beach. Not kidding, it has happened not once or twice but multiple times. Nothing else has given me that 'happy high' ever in life, and sadly I have lost that all, thanks to adulting. 

I am trying to reconcile with my happy self altogether, and also use some of the experiences from the bitch phase to protect myself from toxicity, and above all, get that happy high, all over again, with just being at the beach. 

And for that, I realised, YOU HAVE TO ACTUALLY BE AT THE BEACH! DUH! 

So yeah.  I am just trying to get that high back, and here's from my beach visit last week.