Sometimes all you need is someone who could listen to all your cribbing and whining, share the pinch of happiness and bucket full of sorrows and still wouldn't complain or call you pain in the ass... and the search would make you choose wrong people to share it with and everyone you give that task to would make you believe that you are actually a big time pain in the ass... they'd all treat you the same way, make fun of you and show their sarcasm. Hardly would they know that, of all the friends that you've, a ton of them, you chose this particular person as the listener when you play the listener part in others' life. That moment actually gives you uncontrollable pain as you would feel like you are alone forever! And even if someone offer a hand to share that mess you've been going through, be it null in real but a bulk for you, you'd deny to accept it as you are afraid you'll be insulted all over again.
This particular forever alone tag keeps pricking you and you'd be like "why me, always?" but still you'know, you've gone through crap stinkier than this and had gotten over it, you were alive even before meeting that particular person whom you had dared to share your life with, and that would mean you can still live without this person in particular though there will be a scar left which would rather be helpful for future reference.
And as you keep whining that you are all alone, someone enters to break the whole silence, and to your surprise you'll not be able to take that change, You'd realise, you've already started loving this loneliness which to you is now solitude.. for loneliness and solitude are two terms with entirely different meaning. Loneliness is something which others imposed on you and solitude is what you choose. Loneliness suffocates you while solitude is bliss.. And when someone tries to take you out from that solitude you'd even start hating that person.
In short, Loneliness & solitude are two different aspects, where the former screws your happiness and the later gives you peace of mind !! And that peace of mind is something you would not wanna lose until you find something or someone worth tripping for ;)
This particular forever alone tag keeps pricking you and you'd be like "why me, always?" but still you'know, you've gone through crap stinkier than this and had gotten over it, you were alive even before meeting that particular person whom you had dared to share your life with, and that would mean you can still live without this person in particular though there will be a scar left which would rather be helpful for future reference.
And as you keep whining that you are all alone, someone enters to break the whole silence, and to your surprise you'll not be able to take that change, You'd realise, you've already started loving this loneliness which to you is now solitude.. for loneliness and solitude are two terms with entirely different meaning. Loneliness is something which others imposed on you and solitude is what you choose. Loneliness suffocates you while solitude is bliss.. And when someone tries to take you out from that solitude you'd even start hating that person.
In short, Loneliness & solitude are two different aspects, where the former screws your happiness and the later gives you peace of mind !! And that peace of mind is something you would not wanna lose until you find something or someone worth tripping for ;)
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