My Idea of Social Hibernation

This wud b the stupidest as well as the best thing I've ever done in my life.. Confused huh? Even I'm! ;-) Thanx to the soul who taught me wat social hibernation is. He started it off by switch'n off his mobile fone on his B'day, send'n "Dont look for me", "Don't call me" kinda E-mails and a lot more. I, like every other human being found it crazy. I was wonder'n how a person can isolate with the rest of the world for some stupid reason or for the reason that someone else did something bad to him... Anyways I left it as it...

Years later, I was left in a situation where I badly wanted to embrace solitude and everything else under the sun seemed to be annoy'n.. Gud dat I didn't delete any of those mails, was lazy enough to type out another that I forwarded the same mail to my frnds too :P I luvd the way he showed me!

I loved dat solitude.. Me n myself.. Noone to share my feel'ns, managed to solve the silliest and the toughest things that came my way all alone... Was happy that finally I was independent.. And den once i felt like am happy enuff, gave my frnds a call...

But that turned out to be a routine.. Coz once they rush back, everyth'n gets back to wat it used to be.. The confused me, the protectors, the saviors.. Hated it.. I was being dependent... Again, social isolation.. !!!

Something I didnt take into consideration was dat, the person who actually taught this to me was actually capable of handling everyth'n on his own and am just too weak in that sort... I was fall'n apart every other time.. Cry'n out helpless.. Cant even go to my frnds, for the consequence will b more than i can take.. :D

Now, I was(am) so self-centred that I didn't realise dat there were certain people who were suffer'n, who were wonder'n wat actually was happen'n around... The ones who often wirnessed my moodswings n became victims...Okay peeps, am sorry for all the creepy things i did.. Now I'm done with the isolation thing.. Screw my swinging moods! I'll never ever do this, trust me!

Oh hoo.. I'm feel'n low.. I need a break.. Dont ping me unless u get a mesage from me.. Bye guys!! :P :P LOL! Kidd'n ;-)